24 September 2007
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7:24 PM
hey !
juz nw got chinese oral
it turned out supurb alrights
yr head arhs !
i am so gonna fail
no doubt
dun try to sae i wun cuz i will
i really juz cant take it anymore
im juz plain dumb okays ?
i juz cant do it'
no matter hw hard i try i cn nvr do it
i feel like a burden to all
especially to my parents
im sure they r v disappointed in me
even if they dun show it
i hvnt told them about it yet
as i dun wanna hurt them
n my teacher
im sure im juz a student she juz wished she could gt rid of
if i were replaced by some super smart sporty person
it would make her dae so much better
den worrying about a certain student who juz simply cnt pass
i dun deserve anything
maybe i'll stop pestering my mum for a new hp
i dun deserve it at all
i dun work hard for anything
n im juz useless
im juz an extra mouth to feed
i juz feel like a burden
tts all
God, hear my silent plea n help me pass my chinese for this end of year
i dun wanna let my parents down anymore
i dun wanna let my teachers down
n most of all i dun wanna let ME down.