05 October 2007
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12:20 PM
seriously someone kill me pls
i juz cnt take it anymore larh
this week has been horible
u wann aknw wad happened todae
my new phone
whcih my mum juz bought for me ytd
got CONFISCATED
n i hvnt got th chance to really see wads inside
i hvnt heard all th songs yet
i still hvnt figure out hw to off dictionary yt - -
why is God so against me this week ?
nth hv been going right
1st i got hacked
den th chinese paper was sooooooooo difficult
den my phone got confiscated
u tell me hw im supposed to feel
yea sure i'll gt it bac next week
bt its nt th thing tt matters so much
its my mum
its nt like she will scold me
i juz feel like i let her down somehw
she at 1st wanted to buy it only after exam
bt stupid dumb selfish spoilt me kept pestering her to buy it
n kind old mum really bought it for me
im happy of cuz
cuz i got my way
th thing is
i juz let her down
n th tot of tt is making me cry
i hv cried lots this week
3 times to b exact
1st is b4 chinese exam [about getting hacked]
den is after exam when i at home
i cried cuz i knw i was gonna fail n im gonna let my mum down
den 3rd time is todae
oh yea 1 more time i cried a few weeks ago
after chinese oral
its like ever since th sep hols end
NTH has been working out for me
smtimes smth gd comes up
bt it juz vanishes th next dae
i really cnt take it
no matter hw hard i try to nt mess up my life
it finds a way to b messed up
-shattered dreams
broken heart